Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Interesting.



Lookie! I was on the newspaper in the year of 1992. =)

Monday, September 29, 2008

When my time comes.

These few days, I had the urge to go out.

Yesterday, I went out with my family but ended up coming home late. Why? Cause I went yam cha with my friends in the middle of family outing. My friend came to fetch me at the Kepong Jaya Jusco and we went to Nelson Tan to have yam cha session with 2 other friends. Later, Jen, Danny and I went to Bram Mall so that Jen can go shopping for phone with her bro. Whereas, Danny and I went to Wong Kok to have dinner (actually I am the one having dinner, cause he ate earlier). After that, we went to Jen's place to play mah jong. Until one o'clock only reach home. End of yesterday.

Today. Woke up at 12 something (I am a pig, I know), showered and had lunch. But my appetite wasn't very good today so I didn't eat much. Then, my friend came to pick me up and we went to 1 utama. Then, meet up with Jen. Then, went to Mcd to have lunch (I know, again?!) and walk around 1u for a while. Jen left us when her friend came. They went to watch movie so left the two of us. Chatted quite long. Haha. But don't know what were we chatting. I think also the same topic. Sigh. Aftetwards, meet up with Jen again. Walk one round, she went back and the two of us went to Kota Damansara to have dinner. Then came home and showered. And then, here I am blogging. This is my life. Lolx.

Today, I also realise something. Sigh. The truth is never pretty. Sigh.

- haz -

P.S. 5 days and counting.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

This is ridiculous!!

I cannot believe I am saying this in a stupid blog!!

If you recalled that one of the previous post I said that I needed to left alone when I am needed to be left alone?? That is still true but it also because when I needed someone to be here, there is NO ONE here!!! It is just saddening!! Sigh.

- haz -

P.S. 7 days and counting.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Random post.

Wei Hehn is going back to UK in another few more days. Czet and Xee Ling are going to Switzerland (if not mistaken) next year. And Pen is preparing to go to UK next year as well. Wah. All go Europe. I'm gonna miss you guys. =)

I was having a really bad day yesterday. But around 11 something, my mood was lifted a bit because he said he will wait for me before going to bed. But because I was having a yam cha session, I went home late. The first thing I do was giving him a miss call, afraid that he was sleeping already. Waited awhile, I called him. He answered telling me that he's calling me now and hang up. When the network got through, I pick up the phone and chatted a bit. Due to his tiredness and moodyness, we hang up after a few minutes leaving me at the bottom of sorrowness (wow, waht big words). Of course, he doesn't need to know that cause it will just make things worst anyway. =) After that, I had an emotional breakdown.

This morning, my eyes were swallon and sore and dry. The funny thing is that when he messaged me, I didn't even bother to tell him that I cried yesterday. Though he sensed that I'm moody. Maybe because I didn't want him to get into a bad mood and worried about me. Though the thought of sending me a message in the morning did make a difference. Thanks dear.

- haz -

P.S. 11 days and counting.

P.S.S. Sorry for not telling you dear. =(

Friday, September 19, 2008

WTF!

Today. Is. A. Very. Very. Good. Day.

Sorry for being sarcastic today. But this afternoon, I experience something that I don't normally had problems with.

You can tell me where I am wrong. If I don't think is my fault I will explain to you why. And please open your stupid ears to listen because it will save you a lot of trouble. And, please. This is between you and I. Don't drag someone in because I found your mistake and not theirs. And one more thing. Give some respect to that post. If you followed the format that is set, I won't be able to catch you right? And if you want to go by your own way, at least la make it sound similar to the stupid format. It is not easy to audit calls where the format is not there you know?

My colleague and I went to Kepong to look for PJ today. =) Had fun during dinner. Sadly, I can't stand long enough to 'keng sam si' with PJ. Lol.

- haz -

P.S. Surprise leh that I swear? I hope this is one of the things that are easily forget. It is rare for me to even post something like that lo.

P.S.S 14 days and counting. =)

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Under pressure.

Man. Today really break record. Usually after the first job, I will go home and rest then head to the second job. But today, because I was so busy at my first job, I had to rush to the second job. T.T Tired man. Today also don't know what happen, so many urgent cases I need to audit. Not like I'm very important la. Just that there's only one Chinese QA in the company. Sigh. Today working under a lot of pressure, which makes me suffocate. *shakes head* Then I listened to calls until hands also started to tremble. Lunch time that time, the heartbeat beat so fast, I thought I would faint. Sigh. Exaggerating. NOT. Anyway, I just want to rant about it because if I don't I will explode later.

Anyway, I got tagged.

The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

1. I tend to give myself a lot of pressure and stress out when I'm having my exams. So you can say that I'm kiashu.

2. I dislike people disliking me. That's why I get frustrated and nervous whenever I offended that person, even though they told me is okay (or from another person). So, don't show me your tak syiok face or even voice. Lolx. =P

3. I don't express well.

4. I tend to say 'maybe'. Cause I don't have a very high self-confident.

5. I always have mood swings. Sometimes even small little thing can cause me to throw my temper. And immediately after I throw my temper, I get depress and regret doing it.

6. I try to control myself from complaining. But I do it often. I won't be blogging if there's no complians right?

7. I don't like to shop. Except shopping for books. Ahahhaa. This is really weird coming from a girl huh?

8. I like to be left alone when I am sad or depress or frustrated (when needed to be left alone). That way, I won't hurt peoples' feelings.

9. I do not know how to comfort people. Cause if I do, the situation wil get worst.

10. I love crime series and stories.

11. I love reading. But I still speak broken English and had trouble with the right spellings and grammars.

12. I tend to forget things. Especially those little things that aren't important.

13. I set my alarm clock half hour before the time I'm suppose to wake up and set another alarm for the time I'm suppose to wake up.

14. Sometimes I will wake up every hour just to check the time to make sure I am not late for any event. These events are common when I am having exams and when major events (e.g. work interview) occur or when I'm nervous and excited.

15. I don't like to be compare. I just reliase this. Haha. I tend to be very sensitive with this issue when I'm in my mood swings. If I am being compared at the wrong time, I will keep quite. And that will be a sign for you to stop talking. xD

People to tag:
Who else reads my blog besides Johnathan, my sis and Cherrie? xD

- haz -

P.S. 15 days and counting. Good luck with your exam dear.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

21 days and counting.

So. I have been working for six days already. Note to self: not to work two jobs a day especially when it is not really worth it. Sigh. Not a good day for me today. Anyway, I will blog about the gathering I attended last week. I couldn't find the time to blog since I started working. =)

Last Sunday, Ji Wi organized an outing to MV as a gathering before he and Tze Yee fly off to continue their studies in overseas. That day, Pei Ying and Ji Wi came over to my house and we took off to MV. After we reached there, JW told the others to meet up at Mcds. Then, Tze Yee, Zhi Wei and Jervis came. We sat down and chat for a little while before deciding where we should go next. In the end, we went to The Gardens and have lunch at a restaurant that its name escaped me. Pui Jen came at the last minute. After lunch, she became sour and sad and I really feel bad for her. Everyone was quite as she sat there emo-ing. I can't believe that guy do this to her. And is not the first time already. As PY said, since they broke up already, I also don't know to be happy for her or sad or glad. I just hope she's alright.

Anyway, after finding out what happened to her, we weren't in the mood of doing anything else and PJ suggested to go to my house. But, we went to Tian Hou Gong before going to my house. Cause last minute PJ said she wanted to go there. There, PJ and I went to pray to the dewis and dewas and she seems to feel a little bit better after that. But I guess that's what we can see on the outside. But we did take some photos. =)


The first time I saw this I thought they were a pile of rocks.



After that, we headed to my house without Tze Yee because she had a dinner to attend to. After staying at my house for awhile, we went to Kota Damansara for dinner and Jervis send each and everyone of us home. Thanks Jervis. =) And that is the end of that day.

Today, however, started out good ended up not so good I guess. I went to work at 8:30 and the office opened at around 9:30. -.- Sigh. Then my friend told me today no need to go work so early wan. Sigh. Anyway, I work until 1 and came back to have a rest before going to the second job. Tiring. Haha. Then, I don't know what I said, I upset him and then I upset him (again) and myself just then. =( Not a very good day.

P.S. Sorry for the grammar and spelling mistakes in this post. I don't really know whether this post make sense or not, but I just want to post it. =)

P.S.S. @#$!@%#$ What happended to my keyboard after 1 week of not using it?!

Friday, September 5, 2008

Yes!! Finally...

Yes yes. Exam is finally over. Say until I exam for a very long time like that. But actually only 3 days. -.- Don't like that la. It reminded me the last time I'm having my A-levels exam ma. It is really horrible. *shudders*

Anyway, after exam, I'm suppose to be feel happy. Instead I'm kinda feel depress. Hmm. Not a very good sign. But I'm sure it won't last very long. =)

I got my ITC assignment 2 and the lab assignments back. Expected better. But hopefully is enough for me to ace at least a B for this paper. Cause today's paper... Let's say I didn't do well. K la, I stop here la. Ciao people.

- haz -

P.S. Someone's birthday is coming huh? =) 29 days and counting....