Honey and Clover.

You know what? I am so tempted to pour my feelings out here like I did to my old blogs. But somehow I just can't seem to write my feelings out in a blog anymore. Maybe because mum told us (my sis and I) don't write your feelings to the public as they can analysis you and that they are capable to manipulate you? But then again, maybe that's just a small part of the real reasons why I don't pour my feelings out in the blog anymore. =)

I remember the last time I started blogging was because my friend was having a terrible day and it affected me. And somehow after starting blogging, the need to blog whenever I can't concentrate in my studies or when I'm feeling stress and depress just came. Sometimes this made me think that whenever I blog, bad things happened. Haha. The law of attraction. Negative things attract negative things.

I just read a blog. It was written as a story. The girl in that story reminded me of myself in someway. I like to think that I'm not a weak person. That I can handle every problem I am facing. Who is better to solve problems that are made by me other than myself? Correct? But it seems that I don't solve them. I know the solution but I just don't take action. Instead, I avoid the problem indirectly. It's really frustrating. It really is. People keep telling me things I know and I'm really fed up. Not with them. But myself. See how difficult I can be?

Anyway, I really need to get back to my studies now. Finals is on Tuesday. And I have only one word to say: STRESS!!!!!

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P.S. Does the words looks bigger? Is it better or it doesn't make a differences? Please comment. Thank you.

3 days 2 nights in Singapore.

Is 3.35 a.m.. And I'm still in my aunt's place onlining when my FINALS is starting on Tuesday. Geng leh? Anyway, I couldn't sleep and I am very tempted to wirte a blog. So, here I am.

Last Thursday, after my last class of the semester, I went to Singapore with cousin Salina and her boyfriend, Ah Boon. We took the aeroline and took off around 5.45 p.m.. I slept through the whole journey cause I was tired after my class. Ahahha. We reached Singapore, VivoCity at around 10 something if I'm not mistaken. We were suppose to stay at cousin Mervyn's apartment but unfortunately he wasn't free that day so we have to stay at the hotel. So we took a cab and headed to the hotel, check in and went out for a late night supper. We had Mcdonals for supper. Everything was close. I prefer the Mcnuggets and fires in Malaysia. They taste better than the Singapore's. =P Anyway, after supper we went back to the hotel and sleep.

Next morning, due to the house keepers in that hotel do their jobs at 8 in the MORNING, we woke up at 8, showered, and took the settler bus to Orchard Road. The road where it is famous for shopping! So we went there to have breakfast before we (well, not exactly WE) started our shopping. Although I don't like to shop (for some unknown reasons), I manage to buy a pair of shorts for my sis, two pair of shirts (for parents), and a pair of jeans for myself. *happy* Finally got my jeans. =) Around 6.30 p.m., cousin Mervyn met up with us and we have dinner at a restaurant that the its name escape me. Is a Japanese restaurant. One thing good about going holidays with your elder cousins is that you don't have to pay for food and transport! Wakakka. Anyway, after dinner, we took the cab to Clarke Quay. Where all the Singaporeans hang aroud and have drinks. And here are some of the pictures.

My two lovely cousins. =)

After walking for awhile, we settle down in a pub called The Clinic. No doubt the theme was hospital like.

Don't mind the quality of the pic, my camera sucks big time at night.

It was a full house that night, but we still managed to grab a table and ordered some drinks. While we were ordering, I was so tempted to order fruit punch even though I told them I wanted vodka. =P Cousin Salina was like saying: "Girl, don't you dare order furit punch, if not I'll beat you up." -.- In the end, cousin Mervyn ordered cranberry vodka for me. Haha. Cousin Salina ordered furit punch, cousin Mervyn ordered lychee martini and Ah Boon Ko ordered something that comes in a syringe.

Group photo!


No! Don't make me!


Ah... What the heck?

After the drinks, we then went to Cousin Mervyn's apartment. Finally, I got to sleep in peace. Hehe. Took a few pics, chat with Johanthan for awhile (can you imagine I actually brought the laptop to Singapore?), showered and we went to sleep.

On Saturday morning, I accompany Cousin Mervyn to get his $250 cash voucher (I think) before meeting up with cousin Salina and Ah Boon. It was raining that day. Whole day raining. So, we didn't get the chance to go to Sentosa Island. Sad case. So we ended up walking inside the biggest shopping mall in Singapore, VivoCity. Around 5 p.m., we split off into two groups cause Cousin Mervyn and I wanted to have a nap before going clubbing later that day. And cousin Salina and Ah Boon Ko will go pak toh for awhile before going home and change. Around 9.30 p.m., we meet at the MRT station and took the MRT to VivoCity AGAIN to have dinner. Then, we headed to the clubs!

*cricket singing* Em. Well, there's only one photo I like. So bear with it. After that, we went to yam cha and then go home and sleep. The next day, we packed our stuff and headed to bus stop and say bye bye to Singapore. Reach Malaysia around 8 something 9 p.m.. It took up the whole day just to get back here. Haha. But I have fun. Thanks to the host (cousin Mervyn), and the ones who took me along (cousin Salina and Ah Boon Ko).

P.S. Dear dear not feeling well er. Get well soon ya? :-*

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So dam tired.

For 2 days straight I've been walking in the malls for more than 3 hours. Is like a record to me. Man. The whether here in Singapore sucks. Worst than Malaysia. Is been raining the whole day. From morning till around 7 p.m.. Not a good day to have fun in Sentosa. So, there's only malls to go to I guess (I think Cherrie and Yong will love it here huh? =P).

Anyway, is a short update of how am I doing here. Will be going out in another 30 minutes time. So better change. Tata.

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P.S. Cherrie, I'm lazy to do the tag. Next time la. =P

1,2,3,4...

1st. I'm a terrible friend. Don't wanna go into details now. It makes me feel guilty. =( Sorry.

2nd. I need to get my priorities rights after my vacation.

3rd. I'm dead when I'm back. Cause I have one more week to go before my finals. The temptation of going away from this hectic study (my ass) is to great for me to resists.

4th. I went fish spa yesterday. It was fun I must say. Do try it. =) I'll show you the picture next time.

5th. Good luck to you guys who have assignments due and exams soon.

6th. I miss you, dear. =)

7th. Ciao people.

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Cause tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

I need a vacation.

I shouldn't be blogging now. My mood is still unstable from yesterday. I'm not going to go into details. I have mood swings and it ain't pretty. And blogging will just (maybe) made things worst. Someone doesn't really know how to interpret the choice of my words. =) I don't blame someone. Sometimes I said things I shouldn't said. It happens when I don't think. What am I saying? I don't think at all. Is really annoying. It made me feel useless sometimes. It made me feel that I don't deserve to write or even talk. Sigh. This post is getting emo. Will stop here then.

Finals are coming. Wish me luck people.

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P.S. I'm sure that someone will be trying to figure what am I saying now. Don't k? You know who you are.

Strairsway to heaven.

Happy birthday daddy!!

I got tagged by Cherrie. I think. Haha.

Q: At what age you wish to marry?
A: Mid twenties. But I doubt it.

Q: Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
A: I don't mind but I will avoid it?

Q: Do you smoke?
A: Nope.

Q: List out two gifts you’d like to receive now.
A: ... I can't think of any right now.

Q: Who did you text most lately?
A: Johnathan.

Q: How old are you?
A: 20

Q: What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
A: Phone credit.

Q: State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind. Who will you most likely date?
A: Johnathan x 3. Need I say more? =)

Q: Where do you wish to get married ?
A: The beach? The idea seems fun. =P

Q: How old do you think you will be permanently owned by love?
A: Huh?

Q: How many kids do you want?
A: One or two. The most two. =P

Q: Are you in love?
A: Yup.

Q: Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
A: Club 47. Mua house. Hehe.

Q: Name the latest book you bought?
A: Sweeny Todd. I haven read that book yet.

Q: Do you believe in God?
A: Not really.

Q: Name your favourite game or sport.
A: Basketball. Tho I don't play but I love to watch.

Q: Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
A: My mum. She is in Aussie now. I miss her.

Q: The most exciting place you want to go?
A: Switzerland? *raise eyebrows up and down*

Q: Hugs or Kisses?
A: Hugs. =)

Q: How do you judge someone? Is appearance important?
A: Yea, I guess. Since most of us judge people by the first impression they give us.

Q: Point out 5 things about the person who tag you.
A: Attractive, good in English, close friend of mine, love shopping, and does not like maths. Haha.

Q: Tag 3 person who you can think of.
A: Bren, and... Whoever reads my blog? I hardly know anyone who reads my blog. Lol.

I'm tired. Toddles.

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This is me. Randomnesssss. =P

Mum is on the way to Aussie now. We send her off this morning and went back to sleep. =D We as in my sis and I of course. Dad became the driver and sent my mum, grandma and cousin Elaine to the airport. Grandma and cousin Elaine spend the night here yesterday.

Yesterday, we went to have lunch at the Prince. That restaurant has a really really good environment. The food is quite nice. Especially the Price sandwich my father ordered. Yum. He had that twice already. And that's a rare sight. After lunch, my mum, sis and I went to 1u to shop for necessities since my mum won't be around for the next five days. And to tell you the truth, it was the fastest shopping I had with my mum. Lol. Cause she was rushing home to get her beauty nap. =D Then later that night, we were suppose to have a good dinner to celebrate my dad's birthday in advance and we ended up having dinner at mamak. -.- Sigh. But we had a enjoyable dinner. =)

The other day I saw a really really 'gaya' Kancil near the place I usually have breakfast with my dad before class. Here here, I show the pictures.

The front of the car.



The body of the car.



And the back of the car.

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Hmm... *nervous laugh* Ah well, I just remembered I was late for class that day. And the car was parked in the middle of the road. So is hard for me to even take the pictures. Anyway, the back of the car has a drawing of a tree if I remember correctly. So use you're imagination! *blek*

Gtg. Ciao peoples.

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080808

Wow. What nice numbers right? Today is the Beijing Omlypics 2008. And is also Valerie Ong and Loh Poo Lim's birthday!! Happy birthday!! Wow. Surprise I still remember their birthday. Is been so long since I last saw them.

Anyway, I went out with Pui Jen today. I had fun. *big smile* Is been a long time since I did that with one of my friends. Thanks for the outing Pui Jen.

Anyway, I'll make a short update today. The internet connection could cut off any minute now. So, ciao.

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When I grow up

Ever wonder what are you going to be when you grow up?? Not me.

Just so you know, I'm panicking now. I don't know how to answer my assignment question which is due tomorrow. Die. Sigh. Some more final exam coming. Double die. I don't have that much life to die la.

Anyway, was bored reading ABC (Actively-based costing). So came here to update. And now, gotta ciao. Bye.

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P.S. ABC is a system accountants use for allocating overheads.

Disappointed, frustrated, depress, which is it??

Question: Why do you need to know when you don't even consider my feelings even though you think you were?

Believe it or not, it took me hours to come out with sentences like that. Ha!

Oh, whatever. It doesn't make any sense anyway. I received a late birthday present from Wei Hehn.

Tada!! It's very nice. Thank you.

I have totally lost my temper yesterday. I have no idea why. Immediately after losing the temper, I got depress. Sigh. It has been like that. I don't realize it until the si fu told me about it. I guess I got stress cause of the assignments and the final exam is around the corner. But of course, it cannot be an excuse for losing temper. Well, I'm sorry for throwing my temper at you ok? But since is not the first you get that from me, saying sorry doesn't help at all does it?

I think I'm gonna fall sick soon. Please don't let me fall sick. I still have one more assignment to finish before the deadline is due. And I think I still need to change the first question one more time to score the assignment. Am I being crappy here?? Cause I believe I'm being so random that I hate myself for doing it. Sigh.

Doesn't this picture concludes the whole stupid blog? =)

I'm out.

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