Tag. You're it.

Hello peoplez!! Sorry for MIA (missing in action) for a few days. Was not in the mood of blogging as well. =)

Before I say anything else, congratulations to the newly weds: James and Jane, Calvin and Evelyn!!!!

Anyway, I did promise you guys the weddings photos. But I was way too lazy to take photos during the weddings. =P Sorry. So go facebook and see whether my cuzzies tag me or not. Hehe.

So so, it is New Year's Eve!! 2008 is coming to an end!! I am going to miss some part of it. =) And due to the fact that I am running out of things to say, I will steal the tag from my sista. =P

2008 tag
1. What was the highlight of your 2008 year?
I worked 2 jobs during my second semester break. =)

2. Would you say you have grown older both physically and mentally?
Er... I looked mature with the current hairstyle (that's what my mum said). Does it count? Mentally... I don't think so. It is sad.

3. Did you make any friends this year?
Of course!

4. If so, Name a few. if not, what did you do instead?
Eh... No need la. Hehe.

5. Do You have a picture of yourself in your favourite Holiday season of 2008?
Yea.

6. Why is it your favourite holiday?
Well... It is just. Haha.

7. What is your 2008 Song Anthem?
Jesse McCartney - It's Over

8. Give a logical reason why.
Cause 2008 is coming to an end! Tho the lyrics of the songs doesn't suit the mood. Lol.

9. Give a motto for your 2008.
Don't worry be happy? =) I hope I can say that to myself tho.

10. State a few things you changed this year.
My hairstyle. I learned to wear shorts out. Lol.

11. Did you find a new story in 2008 to tell in 2009?
Eh... Probably.

12. Did you have fun in 2008?
I guess. But it wasn't as fun as the last few years tho. =)

13. Any last words to the year 2008?
Bye!! Take the bad stuff along with you and don't call me!! Lol.

14. pass on the tag to 2008 people.
Defined 2008 people?

And last but not least, Happy New Year people!!!!

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P.S. We will miss you Czet!! Take care in Switzerland!!

It take times to realise.

Damn it!! Where the heck is my cbox??!! T.T Sigh.

Anyway, check out my new heels. =D

Nice?? My mum bought me a new dress and this heels. I lazy to take a picture of the dress. Maybe on my cousins' wedding days I will show it to you. And maybe a surprise too. Ehehehhe. *wink wink*

K la, I don't want to write anymore. Am too upset the whole day cause my cbox went missing!! *narrow eyes* Sigh.

Ciao.

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I choose to be emo for some reasons.

Happy birthday Ai Wee. =)

The day before yesterday.
Had a gathering with HELP's friends. Thanks to Li Li, Kean Soon, Heng Fei, Joo Ping, and Zhao Xin for making time for me. Really really appreciate it. Sadly, Rou Shian didn't join us. And I look forward to the next outing with her, Ming Yee and Chui Wen they all. =) We had lunch then movie then photograpgh session then root beer at A & W!! Thanks again for the treats guys. I haven spend a penny that day. Ahahah. They wouldn't let me. Still waiting for the photos guys. Remember to upload for me. Thanks again. =)

Yesterday.
Had a yam cha session with my high school mates. =) Tho it was suppose to be dinner so I did not bother to have dinner before I go out and end up everyone ate already. -.- Sigh. We went to Rasta. Ai Ling stayed for a while and headed home and Christianne showed up late. But we had fun chatting. Czet and Xee Ling were so excited about their flight to Switzerland. Haha. Then second round at Taman Megah. They ate fried oysters. I, on the other hand, doesn't eat osyters. *shudders* After that, Pen sent Czet and I home, while Christianne and Xee Ling headed to Mcd for thrid round. =D

Guess that's about it. Was dying to blog in the middle of the night. But was late. So did not blog. So ciao. =)

Oh, and Cherrie. Happy 6th month anniversary with your boyfriend. =) Hope you have lots more of happy moments with him in the future. =)

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P.S. For once, I really wish I would shut my big mouth. Sigh.

I'm tired of saying sorry and I'm tired of hearing them as well.

I am being emotional again. Sigh.

Yesterday can considered as a productive day. Hehe. Early in the morning (actually is 11.30 in the morning, tho it is still early for me), my sis and I was woken up by mum. We were supposed to clean up the Buddhist centre in BU11. So, after washing up, we headed to Aman Suria to have Wan Tan Mee for bruch and headed to the centre. The char siew damn nice. Yum~

The last time my family clean up the centre I wasn't there due to unknown reasons, I was asked to clean the corridor outsite of the centre since sis had done it the last time and was bitten by mosquitors. =P After a few minutes of sweeping, I was already sweating and tired. -.- That shows I'm lag of exercises. Haha. It tooks us an hour or so to sweep, mop and take out the trash. At the end of the day, I feel good cause I sweat and two blisters on my hands. Wahahha.

Later that day, Ai Ling came to pick me up and we went to Curve. Being Ai Ling, she parked her car in Ikea and we had to walked all the way to the Curve. Wahahha. We meet up with the rest of the gang and headed to Sakae Sushi. They were Jiaa Yinn, Pen, Czet, Xee Ling (pronounce E Ling), Christian, Cherrie and Wea Lern. I had a fun time talking and chatting with them. Oh! And thanks for the chocolate Cherrie. =) Didn't get a chance to say thank you yesterday.

After dinner, Wea Lern took off as he needs to meet up with a friend. So the girls decided to take photos. =) And below are some pictures that are in my phone.

Ai Ling and I


Czet and I


Cherrie and I


Czet, Jiaa Yinn and I


Cherrie, Ai Ling, Czet and I

Do ignore the quality of the picture. They were taken with phone cameras. After the photos, Cherrie and Jiaa Yinn headed home. The rest of us decided to go for a movie. So we bought tickets to watch The Day The Earth Stood Still.

To be honest, the movie wasn't as great as I expected. It was kinda slow. But the effects are nice. =) After the movie, I went to Johnathan's house (thanks to Xee Ling) for awhile cause he's back from Macau and I miss him. =) Then he send me home. And I am hungry now. Ahahha.

K la. Is a really long post. Should stop here now. Ciao.

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One day closer.

These two days ain't the best days for me. The atmosphere in the house is kinda tense since yesterday. Sigh. Plus, Johnathan went to Macau already.

I put off my friends yet again for the medical check up. Sigh. Is hard to even ask my parents about going also. Since they are... Well... Anyway, I went for the medical check up with my mum in order to complete my student visa. It is way ma fan. Seriously. I got frustrated with myself. But it was a surprise to see someone I know there. You will never guess who I met in that clinic. Joanna Ting. Surprise? I know some of you don't like her. But I am still glad I bump into her. =)

Anyway, I'm bored. So I am gonna steal my sista's tag. *looks at sis* Fine. She asked me to do it. =P

MEME:
You are in a mall when the zombies attack. You have:
1. one weapon.
2. one song blasting on the speakers.
3. one famous person to fight alongside you.

* Weapon can be real or fictional; you may assume endless ammo if applicable. Person can be real or fictional.*

Weapon of choice: Heavy machine gun. *does the eyebrows* Imagine it. Wakakkaka.

Song of choice: Generation - Simple Plan.

Famous person of choice: Hakkai from Saiyuki. I don't mind having him fight along side me. He is one of my favorites character. =)

Tag: You. =D

K la. I am done. Ciao people.

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P.S. Happy Birthday Dean. Tho I doubt he ever read this. Haha.

Cause it's over.

Yes! It is over man! My exam is over! Wohooo! Ok. I am being retarded.

Anyway, I went to watch Bolt with Johnathan yesterday after my exam. =) After exam, I waited for my mum for almost 2 hours cause it was freaking jam yesterday. We had Carl's Jr. for dinner before heading to the cinema.

The movie is funny and Bolt is so cute!! But Rino is cuter. =P We went to watch 3D. I don't recomand you guys to watch it 3D cause I kinda had a headache after seeing the movie with 3D. And the glasses... Really hurts my head. Came home around 10.30 p.m..

Today, I went for another movie. Twilight. Yes. With Johnathan again. =P

I don't really like the poster. It made Robert Pattinson looked so pale. But that what makes him looked vampire-ish (qoute from sis). Ahahaha. Anyway, the movie is not bad either. But I am sure the book is even better. Hopefully, I get the chance to read it before I go to Aussie. Oh ya. By the way, I am leaving to Aussie soon. On the 2cd of Febuary. I am sooooo gonna miss my family and my friends. =( Anyone who is free remember to call me out for yam cha k? Hehe.

Ok. I am not in the mood to blog today. I just did for the sake of updating. Lol. So, ciao peoplez. =) Have a nice day.

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P.S. Thanks for the movies dear. And sorry if I did somethin wrong. =(

I need sleeping pills.

Hello peoplez. Miss me?? Wakakkakaka. =P *syiok sendiri moment*

Anyway, I have a law examination today. And.... I am going to FAIL this stupid subject!!!!! Sigh. I have no idea how to write it and half of the questions are from the book. EXACTLY THE SAME!!! But I was too busy with other stuffs *coughgamescough* so I didn't go through the book. Hence, the shitty answers I wrote in the answer booklet. -.- Serve me right. Sigh. Hopefully I still pass the exam. I don't really want to go through the entire subject again.

Anyway, I am very tired now. My brain had used up its juice during the exam this morning. So, tata.

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P.S. Am I really that hard to please?? Sigh.

Thanks for the memories.

Good morning people!! Yes, is me again. I know you seldom see me writing my blog 2 days in a row, but here I am. Bleh. Anyway, I got tagged by Pen (long long time ago) and Cherrie. So, here is the tag.

1. Do you think you are hot?
- Nope.

2. Upload your favourite picture of you!


3. Why do you like that picture?
- Em... I like my hair? =)

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
- Few days back. I don't remember when exactly but do remind me not to eat fast food anymore. Fattening. -.-

5. The last song you listen to?
- Some old Chinese song I heard in his father's car? Oh wait! Live It Up by T.I. ft. Rihanna (part of it). Yea.

6. What are you doing right now besides this?
- Chatting.

7. What name would you prefer besides yours?
- I kinda like my name. But the moment my friends know about it, the only thing they can think of is nut. -.- So I prefer people to call me SY. Ahahahha.

People to tag.

- Kay Yen
- Yong
- Pei Ying
- Jess
- Evelyn

Note: Does anyone from above reads my blog? =P

8. Who is number 1?
- My sister.

9. Number three is having a relationship with?
- Erm... Not that I know of. =P

10. Say something about number five?
- She is my cousin-in-law. =)

11. How about number four?
A friend I met during college times in KBU. =)

12. Who is number two?
- One of my best friend. =)

Cherrie, the next tag I lazy to do. =D

Anyway, just editing last night post. I went to watch Madagascar 2: Escape to Africa. It was not a bad movie. Tho you really need to see the first one if you want to understand the whole movie. I was kinda lost with the old lady cause I don't remember why she hit Alex. Ahahahha. Hmm. I think that's about it. Should go and shower with no heater now. *sob*

Ciao.

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P.S. I am having my finals next Wednesday!!!!!!!!!! I haven finish study!!! Lecturers haven finish teaching!!! *panic panic*

Who is that girl looking right back at me?

Darn! The water heater is not working. I had to showered with cold water in this raining day. My feet had blisters after walking around 1u with the Aldo high heels. Remind me why I wear it? Oh ya. The dinner. I am so full now. Went to have dinner with his parents (should I say his family?). Thought that we are having the celebration in the house (his father's belated birthday celebration). End up going to the restaurant. Ahahhaha. The food is not bad. =) Thanks for inviting me dear.

Okay. Now I am feeling very dizzy. So I think I will stop here. Tomorrow have class!!!!!!!!!!!!! Darn!!! Ciao.

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Looking into the future.

She was happily flipping through an old photo album when she came across a particular photo. She took it out and stare at it for the longest time. A million thoughts going through her mind. The door to the living room opened and she looked up. A man came into the living room and took off his shoes.

He looked at her and smiled, "Hey baby, what cha doing?"

She stared at him. His smile faded and she felt water dripping from her cheeks. She was in tears. He came over and hug her tight. With concern in his eyes, he asked, "What's the matter?"

She hold on to his hands as if she was holding to it for dear life. "Don't leave me," she choked out the words. He run his hands through her hair and said, "Oh baby, no one is leaving you..."

xxx

She opened her eyes. It was a dream. It was always a dream. She touched her face unconsciously. Wet. She had been crying.

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P.S. Don't worry. Is just fictional. I couldn't sleep and I wanted to blog. So, this just came up. Ahahhaa.

I like mushrooms. =)

I was browsing through my friend's blog and came across this test. I took the test and here is the results:

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with mood swings changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Note: Only the bold words are true. The rest are just part of the results.

There are a lot more. But I think these are the few that is true. =)

Anyway, there's nothing to update these few days. Nothing really happened. So yea, that's about it. Ciao.

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P.S. Oh oh, I finished 3 games in one week plus. =P

It is a rainy day because you are sad.

A few things happened yesterday.

Firstly, assignment dued. Passed it up. I don't care even if I had left out any of the important points. The most important thing is that I passed it up on time.

Secondly, mid term. I have no idea what I wrote in the essay part. The MCQs were not easy as it seem. You might choose the wrong answers if you are not careful. So, I am expected a very very very bad result for this exam. Sigh. There goes my B.

Last but not least, HE IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Was suppose to surprise him by saying I'm not going and end up showing up. But I think he somehow figured out that I am tagging along with Jim and Wee Pin to the airport. Thanks for the transport Wee Pin. =) After picking him up, we drop by his house and unloaded the luggage before heading to Taman Tun to meet up with Jim's friends. Then, because of something (my memories are a bit blury), Jim stayed back while Johanthan, Wee Pin and I went to Murni to have supper. After that, we went home.

So that's yesterday. Will be meeting him later today. =) And no photos from yesterday. I was not feeling well. Ahahaha. Ok. That's it for today. See ya.

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I've broke all my promises to you.

Finally. My laptop had decided to let me go online for awhile. Yesterday was the pits. It refused to give me the chance to go online in order for me to study. End up, I didn't study as well. Cause I was too upset. *stick up tongue at the screen* All your fault. *pointing at the screen* And then, something happened. I exploded.

Now. Can you blame me for being such a short-tempered person? I have a mid term exam coming up. The internet is not working for me. I am stress over the mid term cause it carries 30% of the marks in the final. I am irritated. I am annoyed by the fact that I am having such low patient level. Cause if I have a higher one, this won't happened in the first place. Well, maybe these aren't good enough reasons/excuses to be throwing temper at someone. So.... And I am guilty cause he's losing his focus on his studies. I think he had given up on his last two exams. -.- Sigh.

On the brighter side, I had finished my assignment and he IS coming back. =) *silences* Em. Yea, that's about it.

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Tic tok tic tok. Time is running out.

Wah!!! Still got 1 more week mid term already. Still got 1 more week assignment due already.   -.- Haven even finished one question for the assignment. Haven even started reading through the text book. Some more this week I need to work. Die die die.

Last Saturday, I went karaoke with PY. I had fun but my throat got worst after the section (I was  having a sore throat). Haha. Then met up with Danny for lunch. Had lunch in Kluang Station. He 'blamed' me for not telling him they served chicken chop. -.- Then we called PJ. But in the end we didn't meet up with her. After sitting at Kluang Station for don't know how long, Danny send us home. Later that day, parents went out for dinner without me (cause I will be dam bored because is some old friend's daughter of theirs was getting married, plus my sis wasn't around). So I thought I call Yong for dinner but she was busy. So I ate maggi mee in the end and watched a movie at home. T.T Lol. You owe me one, Yong! =P

Then the next day, another small lunch gathering organised by PY. =) Those who attended were Dean, Danny, PY, TKY and I. That PJ ffked us. -.- But it was a rather short and kinda not so well organised gathering. =P Wahhahaha. No offenses. But I'm still glad we went out. =) Thanks. We took some photos as well.

From left: TKY, Dean, Danny.

From left: PY and TKY.

Note: Ignore the eye bags. I didn't have a good night sleep the day before.

From left: Dean and Danny.

Alrighty. I have to go for class now. See ya peoplez.

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I like the color blue.

Currently addicted to the song Cheated on Me by Gavin Degraw. Emo song. These few days loved to listen to emo songs. Don't know why. But I am not emo. Don't worry. I am perfectly fine. Just that yesterday was emotionless somehow. Haha.

Anyway, I barely started on my assignment. Does typing in the questions consider starting? Ahaha. I don't know how to do footnotes la. Anyone can teach me? And don't mind teaching me also on how to answer the questions as well leh. Really need to score the stupid assignment.

Skipped a class yesterday. Lecturer started on a new topic. Which I am suppose to be reading it right now. And here I am writting a blog. Sigh. I hate procasinating. -.-

Oh well. I lost my mood to blog already. Don't know what to write already. So, ciao.

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P.S. Thanks for dropping guys. You know who you are. =)

I'm always there, when you need a friend. =)

I am having a really bad sore throat now. Even the mangosteen juice doesn't help. Sigh. Think I didn't drink enough water. Even my lips bleed because it was too dry. -.- Figures.

Anyway, I put up the cbox in my blog. So do write something on it when you drop by. Lol. At least I know who has been visiting my blog. Teehehe.

Two weeks had gone by since I started my classes. Been pretty relaxed. That is why I really need to start on my law assignment soon. It looks like I need to do quite a lot of research in order to score this assignment. Is not easy for me as I have trouble writing an essay not to mention is something legal and I am bad at researching. -.-

Ooooo~~ I finally got to eat MCD today. Lolx. Been wanting to have MCD since... I don't remember when. I'm surprised my parents actually go ta pao MCD for us for lunch. =P I know I am a retarted little girl. Haha.

I went to Coca to have dinner with my family (mum, sis, grandma, aunt, cousin and her boyfriend) today. The food there wasn't bad. It actually tastes good. Maybe not the rice we ordered. The steamboat was nice. Tho, it is one of the reason my sore throat got worst because of the tom yam soup (which I wasn't force to take, -.-). =P Anyway, after dinner we came home. Then, I called Jen. She seem upset in the sms. Then we talked for awhile and... Well, can't say she feel better but what can I do besides listen to her rant? Lolx. Hope you feel better after ranting ya?

The other day I went yam cha with PY after work. Was kinda down that day. Cause of something I don't remember already. Then she told me something really funny. And I still remember the way her face changed after she said it. Lol. I am laughing even when I am typing this. =P

K la, I think that's it for today. I was bored and thought of updating this dead blog of mine. =)

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P.S. He is coming back!!! =)

I think I am being ignored. Sigh.

I really think I am being ignored. Cause is been quite a while since I get a reply from him. Actually, not even one reply from him today. Ah, well...

Today was a surprise. I wasn't expecting PY, Dean, Stanley and Danny to come by to Tasty Treats. =) Thanks for coming by guys. Is the best thing happened today so far. Ahahaha. Hope to see you guys soon ya? =)

Anyway, I am freaking bored here. Wasn't suppose to online one. Cause just now the computer suddenly shut down. Gave me a heart attack. -_-''' Luckily I am not here alone. And the computer is still working. Now I also don't dare to go check my mail. Sigh.

Argh!! I am freaking bored!!!

Toodles. =)

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P.S. Kena blamed for something I am totally innocent of. -_-'''

For once, can you please make the noises go away?

Well, I wanted to upload a picture of my old sport shoes that have been thrown away by my mum a few days ago. But the stupid bluetooth in my com is not working properly. Ahi. Stupid com.

Yesterday, I went out for dinner with UTS friends again. It was a 'song song' outing as they put it. Haha. Went to Kota Damansara to have dinner. I think they are very stress as they acted quite retarted to me. Ahaha. No offenses guys.

I got my transcript today. Wasn't expecting a rarely low CPGA but it'll need to work now. So, hopefully I will get to apply for Australia's universities on Friday.

Somehow, I feel demotivated these few dyas. There are times when I dislike being me. And when I finally learn to like myself, someone will just crush the idea of liking myself and lead me back to square one. I hated that feeling.

Oh, and Cherrie, wipe off that stupid idea of yours. Is not healthy you know? =) Cheers.

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P.S. Thanks Danny. =)

Let the rain fall and soak up the sadness.

Note: if you have been reading my previous old blogs, you can skip this post.

Well, I am bored. So I went to my old window live space blog to read the last blog. That particular blog was posted because I had took a test on the 25th of October 2007, if I'm not mistaken. The result will be below:

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.

You are experiencing excess frustration and agitation which is the result of trying to resist any form of stimulation or excitement. This may lead to nervous exhaustion, angry outbursts or lowering of the libido. This on-going situation could become threatening and dangerous. You are furious at the thought that you may be unable to achieve your goals and even more distressed at your feeling of helplessness to remedy this. You are at the point of a nervous mental and physical breakdown but it's not too late to do something about it - take a rest, forget about everything and try to take heed of that ancient adage 'He who fights and runs away - lives to fight another day'.

You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.

Although I have taken the test for quite some time already, it still suit me perfectly well. Does that mean that I am who I am last year? Does that mean I have stop growing up? It really disappoints me if my thinking is still the same as last year. It is really disappointing. Sigh.

I went to UTS to look for my friends today. Drove there. Scary. Almost got into an accident, not once, but twice. First time, I did not see the car coming when I turned out of the parking. Second time, my car was so close to the taxi behind me when I wanted to cut into the left lane. That's what happens to someone who doesn't really like to drive and don't drive often. While I was coming back, I thought of calling Yong out. But then, I don't think she have the time for me anyway. Lol. So I went home and slept. I was overexcited today. So kinda tired now. Having headache. Anyway, I lost my mood to blog already. So ciao people.

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The best thing about tonight is that we are not fighting.

Finally. The internet is fixed. I have not been online for 3 days already. I can't believe I can hardly survive without the internet. Ok, exaggerating. But I am really bored to death during the nights (which are usually the time for me to go online and do some not-so-beneficial stuff).

Anyway, I have started my new semester. It was a rather moving-around week for us (macroeconomics and business law students). Cause the lecture halls were too small to fit in all the students. Today is the best. Half way through the lecture, students are asked to take the bus back to the main campus to continue the lecture. -.- Sigh. HELP really need to find a way to improve the facility in the business department. But they did renovate the second floor of the department's building. Yay (sarcastic betul).

Few days back, I read my old blogs. And I feel that I have changed my style of writing. Old ones, are mostly sad and depressing. Reading those back, somehow made me feel that I was finding a way to forget what I had been through during that period of time. I won't reveal the details here. Is not personal but is not public either. So don't ask me. Bleh.

I am actually really tired now. And I can't think of a way to write down what I want to write. That's always, I mean ALWAYS, a problem with (or to?) me. I don't know why. But I always tend to find some way to write where people don't really get it. And ironically, so am I when I read back what I wrote. Then I'll just press the backspace button and start all over again. And because I was distracted by writing this paragraph, I have forgotten what I was suppose to write already. Lol. So ciao.

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P.S. KS, if you are reading this, I need the text book!! =P

I feel like a little child, crying over her mistakes.

I'm bored. So here's a tag I stole from my sister's blog.

1. Do you have secrets?
Doesn't everyone has secrets?

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you? (If you are a boy) / a boy younger than you? (If you are a girl)?
Been there. Still there. Ahahhaa.

3. Do you enjoy going to school/college?
It depends really. But I do miss my high school times. Ah... Good old times (cheesy, I know).

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Er... Haven given it a thought. Charity maybe?

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Er... Unlikely? Most of them are girls. Unless I turn into lesbian.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are blessed. Depends how you see it. =)

7. List out your 15 favourite song :
- Insufficient Love - Raymond Lam
- Fall For You - Secondhand Serena
- Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
- Bei Pan (Betrayal) - Gary Cao Ge
- Almost Here - Delta Goodrem ft. Brian McFadden
- Far Away - Nikelback
- Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado ft. Timbaland
- Sorry - Buckcherry
- Stay My Baby - Miranda Cosgrove
- Hate That I Love You - Rihanna ft. Ne-Yo
- Thunder - Boys Like Girls
- Bye Bye - Mariah Carey
- All I Have - Jennifer Lopez ft. LL Cool J
- Halo - Bethany Joy Lenz
- Just Dance - Lady GaGa ft. Colby O' Donis & Akon

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wouldn't do anything.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Well...

10. What takes you down the fastest?
... Like physically or emotionally?

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Success? =P

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family and friends. And Dear Dear!! =P

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
As I said, I stole this tag.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
o.o

15. What is your favourite colour?
baby blue/ocean blue

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Heh? Define all.

17. Someone swore their undying love to you, what would you do?
Er... Good question.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive, guess so. Forget, not so.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Er... Em... What would you say? xD

20. 5 people that i have tagged =)
Anyone who want to do this tag la. I am just bored. =P

Ciao people.

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Results are out.

Not happy with it. Well, maybe for one particular paper. Ahi. Looks like I need to stay away from the marketing department when I go out to work. Lol.

So, Management Accounting, B+. As I expected.
Information Technology for Business, B. Better than my expectation. At least I get a B for all that sleeping in the class.
Principle of Marketing, B-. Not good. Although I did not aimed for a B+, I really hope I can get a B for this paper. Looks like the first assignment with my teammates pull our marks down. Ahi.

Classes are starting soon. The new timetable is gonna kill my beauty sleep. =(

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I am not an angel.

OMG!! I am currently bored to death. See what I mean by not having someone when I needed them the most?? Sigh.

Anyway, just a little update on my life. Oh wait. I just did. -.-

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P.S. Sorry for being sarcastic. I needed it.

The counting ends now.

Happy birthday dear dear!! Hope you have a wonderful birthday with your friend. Sorry I can't be there to celebrate with you. =( I love you very much. =) Muacks.

One day trip to Genting.

Wahai rakan-rakan sekalian. *silences* -.- Ok. Anyway, I went to Genting yesterday with UTS friends. I had fun, thanks to Pui Jen, Danny and Stanley. =) Thank you for making the trip a success. Thank you so much. Ok. I will leave the pictures do the talking then. Selamat Hari Raya.

From left: Stanley, Me, Pui Jen and Danny.

Once again, thank you for making the trip a success.

Special thanks to Danny for driving us up to Genting and sending us home as well. =)

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P.S. Two days and counting.

Interesting.

Lookie! I was on the newspaper in the year of 1992. =)

When my time comes.

These few days, I had the urge to go out.

Yesterday, I went out with my family but ended up coming home late. Why? Cause I went yam cha with my friends in the middle of family outing. My friend came to fetch me at the Kepong Jaya Jusco and we went to Nelson Tan to have yam cha session with 2 other friends. Later, Jen, Danny and I went to Bram Mall so that Jen can go shopping for phone with her bro. Whereas, Danny and I went to Wong Kok to have dinner (actually I am the one having dinner, cause he ate earlier). After that, we went to Jen's place to play mah jong. Until one o'clock only reach home. End of yesterday.

Today. Woke up at 12 something (I am a pig, I know), showered and had lunch. But my appetite wasn't very good today so I didn't eat much. Then, my friend came to pick me up and we went to 1 utama. Then, meet up with Jen. Then, went to Mcd to have lunch (I know, again?!) and walk around 1u for a while. Jen left us when her friend came. They went to watch movie so left the two of us. Chatted quite long. Haha. But don't know what were we chatting. I think also the same topic. Sigh. Aftetwards, meet up with Jen again. Walk one round, she went back and the two of us went to Kota Damansara to have dinner. Then came home and showered. And then, here I am blogging. This is my life. Lolx.

Today, I also realise something. Sigh. The truth is never pretty. Sigh.

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P.S. 5 days and counting.

This is ridiculous!!

I cannot believe I am saying this in a stupid blog!!

If you recalled that one of the previous post I said that I needed to left alone when I am needed to be left alone?? That is still true but it also because when I needed someone to be here, there is NO ONE here!!! It is just saddening!! Sigh.

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P.S. 7 days and counting.

Random post.

Wei Hehn is going back to UK in another few more days. Czet and Xee Ling are going to Switzerland (if not mistaken) next year. And Pen is preparing to go to UK next year as well. Wah. All go Europe. I'm gonna miss you guys. =)

I was having a really bad day yesterday. But around 11 something, my mood was lifted a bit because he said he will wait for me before going to bed. But because I was having a yam cha session, I went home late. The first thing I do was giving him a miss call, afraid that he was sleeping already. Waited awhile, I called him. He answered telling me that he's calling me now and hang up. When the network got through, I pick up the phone and chatted a bit. Due to his tiredness and moodyness, we hang up after a few minutes leaving me at the bottom of sorrowness (wow, waht big words). Of course, he doesn't need to know that cause it will just make things worst anyway. =) After that, I had an emotional breakdown.

This morning, my eyes were swallon and sore and dry. The funny thing is that when he messaged me, I didn't even bother to tell him that I cried yesterday. Though he sensed that I'm moody. Maybe because I didn't want him to get into a bad mood and worried about me. Though the thought of sending me a message in the morning did make a difference. Thanks dear.

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P.S. 11 days and counting.

P.S.S. Sorry for not telling you dear. =(

WTF!

Today. Is. A. Very. Very. Good. Day.

Sorry for being sarcastic today. But this afternoon, I experience something that I don't normally had problems with.

You can tell me where I am wrong. If I don't think is my fault I will explain to you why. And please open your stupid ears to listen because it will save you a lot of trouble. And, please. This is between you and I. Don't drag someone in because I found your mistake and not theirs. And one more thing. Give some respect to that post. If you followed the format that is set, I won't be able to catch you right? And if you want to go by your own way, at least la make it sound similar to the stupid format. It is not easy to audit calls where the format is not there you know?

My colleague and I went to Kepong to look for PJ today. =) Had fun during dinner. Sadly, I can't stand long enough to 'keng sam si' with PJ. Lol.

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P.S. Surprise leh that I swear? I hope this is one of the things that are easily forget. It is rare for me to even post something like that lo.

P.S.S 14 days and counting. =)

Under pressure.

Man. Today really break record. Usually after the first job, I will go home and rest then head to the second job. But today, because I was so busy at my first job, I had to rush to the second job. T.T Tired man. Today also don't know what happen, so many urgent cases I need to audit. Not like I'm very important la. Just that there's only one Chinese QA in the company. Sigh. Today working under a lot of pressure, which makes me suffocate. *shakes head* Then I listened to calls until hands also started to tremble. Lunch time that time, the heartbeat beat so fast, I thought I would faint. Sigh. Exaggerating. NOT. Anyway, I just want to rant about it because if I don't I will explode later.

Anyway, I got tagged.

The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

1. I tend to give myself a lot of pressure and stress out when I'm having my exams. So you can say that I'm kiashu.

2. I dislike people disliking me. That's why I get frustrated and nervous whenever I offended that person, even though they told me is okay (or from another person). So, don't show me your tak syiok face or even voice. Lolx. =P

3. I don't express well.

4. I tend to say 'maybe'. Cause I don't have a very high self-confident.

5. I always have mood swings. Sometimes even small little thing can cause me to throw my temper. And immediately after I throw my temper, I get depress and regret doing it.

6. I try to control myself from complaining. But I do it often. I won't be blogging if there's no complians right?

7. I don't like to shop. Except shopping for books. Ahahhaa. This is really weird coming from a girl huh?

8. I like to be left alone when I am sad or depress or frustrated (when needed to be left alone). That way, I won't hurt peoples' feelings.

9. I do not know how to comfort people. Cause if I do, the situation wil get worst.

10. I love crime series and stories.

11. I love reading. But I still speak broken English and had trouble with the right spellings and grammars.

12. I tend to forget things. Especially those little things that aren't important.

13. I set my alarm clock half hour before the time I'm suppose to wake up and set another alarm for the time I'm suppose to wake up.

14. Sometimes I will wake up every hour just to check the time to make sure I am not late for any event. These events are common when I am having exams and when major events (e.g. work interview) occur or when I'm nervous and excited.

15. I don't like to be compare. I just reliase this. Haha. I tend to be very sensitive with this issue when I'm in my mood swings. If I am being compared at the wrong time, I will keep quite. And that will be a sign for you to stop talking. xD

People to tag:
Who else reads my blog besides Johnathan, my sis and Cherrie? xD

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P.S. 15 days and counting. Good luck with your exam dear.

21 days and counting.

So. I have been working for six days already. Note to self: not to work two jobs a day especially when it is not really worth it. Sigh. Not a good day for me today. Anyway, I will blog about the gathering I attended last week. I couldn't find the time to blog since I started working. =)

Last Sunday, Ji Wi organized an outing to MV as a gathering before he and Tze Yee fly off to continue their studies in overseas. That day, Pei Ying and Ji Wi came over to my house and we took off to MV. After we reached there, JW told the others to meet up at Mcds. Then, Tze Yee, Zhi Wei and Jervis came. We sat down and chat for a little while before deciding where we should go next. In the end, we went to The Gardens and have lunch at a restaurant that its name escaped me. Pui Jen came at the last minute. After lunch, she became sour and sad and I really feel bad for her. Everyone was quite as she sat there emo-ing. I can't believe that guy do this to her. And is not the first time already. As PY said, since they broke up already, I also don't know to be happy for her or sad or glad. I just hope she's alright.

Anyway, after finding out what happened to her, we weren't in the mood of doing anything else and PJ suggested to go to my house. But, we went to Tian Hou Gong before going to my house. Cause last minute PJ said she wanted to go there. There, PJ and I went to pray to the dewis and dewas and she seems to feel a little bit better after that. But I guess that's what we can see on the outside. But we did take some photos. =)

The first time I saw this I thought they were a pile of rocks.

After that, we headed to my house without Tze Yee because she had a dinner to attend to. After staying at my house for awhile, we went to Kota Damansara for dinner and Jervis send each and everyone of us home. Thanks Jervis. =) And that is the end of that day.

Today, however, started out good ended up not so good I guess. I went to work at 8:30 and the office opened at around 9:30. -.- Sigh. Then my friend told me today no need to go work so early wan. Sigh. Anyway, I work until 1 and came back to have a rest before going to the second job. Tiring. Haha. Then, I don't know what I said, I upset him and then I upset him (again) and myself just then. =( Not a very good day.

P.S. Sorry for the grammar and spelling mistakes in this post. I don't really know whether this post make sense or not, but I just want to post it. =)

P.S.S. @#$!@%#$ What happended to my keyboard after 1 week of not using it?!

Yes!! Finally...

Yes yes. Exam is finally over. Say until I exam for a very long time like that. But actually only 3 days. -.- Don't like that la. It reminded me the last time I'm having my A-levels exam ma. It is really horrible. *shudders*

Anyway, after exam, I'm suppose to be feel happy. Instead I'm kinda feel depress. Hmm. Not a very good sign. But I'm sure it won't last very long. =)

I got my ITC assignment 2 and the lab assignments back. Expected better. But hopefully is enough for me to ace at least a B for this paper. Cause today's paper... Let's say I didn't do well. K la, I stop here la. Ciao people.

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P.S. Someone's birthday is coming huh? =) 29 days and counting....

Honey and Clover.

You know what? I am so tempted to pour my feelings out here like I did to my old blogs. But somehow I just can't seem to write my feelings out in a blog anymore. Maybe because mum told us (my sis and I) don't write your feelings to the public as they can analysis you and that they are capable to manipulate you? But then again, maybe that's just a small part of the real reasons why I don't pour my feelings out in the blog anymore. =)

I remember the last time I started blogging was because my friend was having a terrible day and it affected me. And somehow after starting blogging, the need to blog whenever I can't concentrate in my studies or when I'm feeling stress and depress just came. Sometimes this made me think that whenever I blog, bad things happened. Haha. The law of attraction. Negative things attract negative things.

I just read a blog. It was written as a story. The girl in that story reminded me of myself in someway. I like to think that I'm not a weak person. That I can handle every problem I am facing. Who is better to solve problems that are made by me other than myself? Correct? But it seems that I don't solve them. I know the solution but I just don't take action. Instead, I avoid the problem indirectly. It's really frustrating. It really is. People keep telling me things I know and I'm really fed up. Not with them. But myself. See how difficult I can be?

Anyway, I really need to get back to my studies now. Finals is on Tuesday. And I have only one word to say: STRESS!!!!!

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P.S. Does the words looks bigger? Is it better or it doesn't make a differences? Please comment. Thank you.

3 days 2 nights in Singapore.

Is 3.35 a.m.. And I'm still in my aunt's place onlining when my FINALS is starting on Tuesday. Geng leh? Anyway, I couldn't sleep and I am very tempted to wirte a blog. So, here I am.

Last Thursday, after my last class of the semester, I went to Singapore with cousin Salina and her boyfriend, Ah Boon. We took the aeroline and took off around 5.45 p.m.. I slept through the whole journey cause I was tired after my class. Ahahha. We reached Singapore, VivoCity at around 10 something if I'm not mistaken. We were suppose to stay at cousin Mervyn's apartment but unfortunately he wasn't free that day so we have to stay at the hotel. So we took a cab and headed to the hotel, check in and went out for a late night supper. We had Mcdonals for supper. Everything was close. I prefer the Mcnuggets and fires in Malaysia. They taste better than the Singapore's. =P Anyway, after supper we went back to the hotel and sleep.

Next morning, due to the house keepers in that hotel do their jobs at 8 in the MORNING, we woke up at 8, showered, and took the settler bus to Orchard Road. The road where it is famous for shopping! So we went there to have breakfast before we (well, not exactly WE) started our shopping. Although I don't like to shop (for some unknown reasons), I manage to buy a pair of shorts for my sis, two pair of shirts (for parents), and a pair of jeans for myself. *happy* Finally got my jeans. =) Around 6.30 p.m., cousin Mervyn met up with us and we have dinner at a restaurant that the its name escape me. Is a Japanese restaurant. One thing good about going holidays with your elder cousins is that you don't have to pay for food and transport! Wakakka. Anyway, after dinner, we took the cab to Clarke Quay. Where all the Singaporeans hang aroud and have drinks. And here are some of the pictures.

My two lovely cousins. =)

After walking for awhile, we settle down in a pub called The Clinic. No doubt the theme was hospital like.

Don't mind the quality of the pic, my camera sucks big time at night.

It was a full house that night, but we still managed to grab a table and ordered some drinks. While we were ordering, I was so tempted to order fruit punch even though I told them I wanted vodka. =P Cousin Salina was like saying: "Girl, don't you dare order furit punch, if not I'll beat you up." -.- In the end, cousin Mervyn ordered cranberry vodka for me. Haha. Cousin Salina ordered furit punch, cousin Mervyn ordered lychee martini and Ah Boon Ko ordered something that comes in a syringe.

Group photo!


No! Don't make me!


Ah... What the heck?

After the drinks, we then went to Cousin Mervyn's apartment. Finally, I got to sleep in peace. Hehe. Took a few pics, chat with Johanthan for awhile (can you imagine I actually brought the laptop to Singapore?), showered and we went to sleep.

On Saturday morning, I accompany Cousin Mervyn to get his $250 cash voucher (I think) before meeting up with cousin Salina and Ah Boon. It was raining that day. Whole day raining. So, we didn't get the chance to go to Sentosa Island. Sad case. So we ended up walking inside the biggest shopping mall in Singapore, VivoCity. Around 5 p.m., we split off into two groups cause Cousin Mervyn and I wanted to have a nap before going clubbing later that day. And cousin Salina and Ah Boon Ko will go pak toh for awhile before going home and change. Around 9.30 p.m., we meet at the MRT station and took the MRT to VivoCity AGAIN to have dinner. Then, we headed to the clubs!

*cricket singing* Em. Well, there's only one photo I like. So bear with it. After that, we went to yam cha and then go home and sleep. The next day, we packed our stuff and headed to bus stop and say bye bye to Singapore. Reach Malaysia around 8 something 9 p.m.. It took up the whole day just to get back here. Haha. But I have fun. Thanks to the host (cousin Mervyn), and the ones who took me along (cousin Salina and Ah Boon Ko).

P.S. Dear dear not feeling well er. Get well soon ya? :-*

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