Let the rain fall and soak up the sadness.

Note: if you have been reading my previous old blogs, you can skip this post.

Well, I am bored. So I went to my old window live space blog to read the last blog. That particular blog was posted because I had took a test on the 25th of October 2007, if I'm not mistaken. The result will be below:

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.

You are experiencing excess frustration and agitation which is the result of trying to resist any form of stimulation or excitement. This may lead to nervous exhaustion, angry outbursts or lowering of the libido. This on-going situation could become threatening and dangerous. You are furious at the thought that you may be unable to achieve your goals and even more distressed at your feeling of helplessness to remedy this. You are at the point of a nervous mental and physical breakdown but it's not too late to do something about it - take a rest, forget about everything and try to take heed of that ancient adage 'He who fights and runs away - lives to fight another day'.

You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.

Although I have taken the test for quite some time already, it still suit me perfectly well. Does that mean that I am who I am last year? Does that mean I have stop growing up? It really disappoints me if my thinking is still the same as last year. It is really disappointing. Sigh.

I went to UTS to look for my friends today. Drove there. Scary. Almost got into an accident, not once, but twice. First time, I did not see the car coming when I turned out of the parking. Second time, my car was so close to the taxi behind me when I wanted to cut into the left lane. That's what happens to someone who doesn't really like to drive and don't drive often. While I was coming back, I thought of calling Yong out. But then, I don't think she have the time for me anyway. Lol. So I went home and slept. I was overexcited today. So kinda tired now. Having headache. Anyway, I lost my mood to blog already. So ciao people.

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