I like the color blue.

Currently addicted to the song Cheated on Me by Gavin Degraw. Emo song. These few days loved to listen to emo songs. Don't know why. But I am not emo. Don't worry. I am perfectly fine. Just that yesterday was emotionless somehow. Haha.

Anyway, I barely started on my assignment. Does typing in the questions consider starting? Ahaha. I don't know how to do footnotes la. Anyone can teach me? And don't mind teaching me also on how to answer the questions as well leh. Really need to score the stupid assignment.

Skipped a class yesterday. Lecturer started on a new topic. Which I am suppose to be reading it right now. And here I am writting a blog. Sigh. I hate procasinating. -.-

Oh well. I lost my mood to blog already. Don't know what to write already. So, ciao.

- haz -

P.S. Thanks for dropping guys. You know who you are. =)

I'm always there, when you need a friend. =)

I am having a really bad sore throat now. Even the mangosteen juice doesn't help. Sigh. Think I didn't drink enough water. Even my lips bleed because it was too dry. -.- Figures.

Anyway, I put up the cbox in my blog. So do write something on it when you drop by. Lol. At least I know who has been visiting my blog. Teehehe.

Two weeks had gone by since I started my classes. Been pretty relaxed. That is why I really need to start on my law assignment soon. It looks like I need to do quite a lot of research in order to score this assignment. Is not easy for me as I have trouble writing an essay not to mention is something legal and I am bad at researching. -.-

Ooooo~~ I finally got to eat MCD today. Lolx. Been wanting to have MCD since... I don't remember when. I'm surprised my parents actually go ta pao MCD for us for lunch. =P I know I am a retarted little girl. Haha.

I went to Coca to have dinner with my family (mum, sis, grandma, aunt, cousin and her boyfriend) today. The food there wasn't bad. It actually tastes good. Maybe not the rice we ordered. The steamboat was nice. Tho, it is one of the reason my sore throat got worst because of the tom yam soup (which I wasn't force to take, -.-). =P Anyway, after dinner we came home. Then, I called Jen. She seem upset in the sms. Then we talked for awhile and... Well, can't say she feel better but what can I do besides listen to her rant? Lolx. Hope you feel better after ranting ya?

The other day I went yam cha with PY after work. Was kinda down that day. Cause of something I don't remember already. Then she told me something really funny. And I still remember the way her face changed after she said it. Lol. I am laughing even when I am typing this. =P

K la, I think that's it for today. I was bored and thought of updating this dead blog of mine. =)

- haz -

P.S. He is coming back!!! =)

I think I am being ignored. Sigh.

I really think I am being ignored. Cause is been quite a while since I get a reply from him. Actually, not even one reply from him today. Ah, well...

Today was a surprise. I wasn't expecting PY, Dean, Stanley and Danny to come by to Tasty Treats. =) Thanks for coming by guys. Is the best thing happened today so far. Ahahaha. Hope to see you guys soon ya? =)

Anyway, I am freaking bored here. Wasn't suppose to online one. Cause just now the computer suddenly shut down. Gave me a heart attack. -_-''' Luckily I am not here alone. And the computer is still working. Now I also don't dare to go check my mail. Sigh.

Argh!! I am freaking bored!!!

Toodles. =)

- haz -

P.S. Kena blamed for something I am totally innocent of. -_-'''

For once, can you please make the noises go away?

Well, I wanted to upload a picture of my old sport shoes that have been thrown away by my mum a few days ago. But the stupid bluetooth in my com is not working properly. Ahi. Stupid com.

Yesterday, I went out for dinner with UTS friends again. It was a 'song song' outing as they put it. Haha. Went to Kota Damansara to have dinner. I think they are very stress as they acted quite retarted to me. Ahaha. No offenses guys.

I got my transcript today. Wasn't expecting a rarely low CPGA but it'll need to work now. So, hopefully I will get to apply for Australia's universities on Friday.

Somehow, I feel demotivated these few dyas. There are times when I dislike being me. And when I finally learn to like myself, someone will just crush the idea of liking myself and lead me back to square one. I hated that feeling.

Oh, and Cherrie, wipe off that stupid idea of yours. Is not healthy you know? =) Cheers.

- haz -

P.S. Thanks Danny. =)

Let the rain fall and soak up the sadness.

Note: if you have been reading my previous old blogs, you can skip this post.

Well, I am bored. So I went to my old window live space blog to read the last blog. That particular blog was posted because I had took a test on the 25th of October 2007, if I'm not mistaken. The result will be below:

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

The way things are at this time it is necessary to 'go slow'. All the pleasures that you have anticipated should be left in abeyance until some future date, but all is not lost, you are able to derive and achieve considerable gratification from someone quite close to you.

You are experiencing excess frustration and agitation which is the result of trying to resist any form of stimulation or excitement. This may lead to nervous exhaustion, angry outbursts or lowering of the libido. This on-going situation could become threatening and dangerous. You are furious at the thought that you may be unable to achieve your goals and even more distressed at your feeling of helplessness to remedy this. You are at the point of a nervous mental and physical breakdown but it's not too late to do something about it - take a rest, forget about everything and try to take heed of that ancient adage 'He who fights and runs away - lives to fight another day'.

You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.

Although I have taken the test for quite some time already, it still suit me perfectly well. Does that mean that I am who I am last year? Does that mean I have stop growing up? It really disappoints me if my thinking is still the same as last year. It is really disappointing. Sigh.

I went to UTS to look for my friends today. Drove there. Scary. Almost got into an accident, not once, but twice. First time, I did not see the car coming when I turned out of the parking. Second time, my car was so close to the taxi behind me when I wanted to cut into the left lane. That's what happens to someone who doesn't really like to drive and don't drive often. While I was coming back, I thought of calling Yong out. But then, I don't think she have the time for me anyway. Lol. So I went home and slept. I was overexcited today. So kinda tired now. Having headache. Anyway, I lost my mood to blog already. So ciao people.

- haz -

The best thing about tonight is that we are not fighting.

Finally. The internet is fixed. I have not been online for 3 days already. I can't believe I can hardly survive without the internet. Ok, exaggerating. But I am really bored to death during the nights (which are usually the time for me to go online and do some not-so-beneficial stuff).

Anyway, I have started my new semester. It was a rather moving-around week for us (macroeconomics and business law students). Cause the lecture halls were too small to fit in all the students. Today is the best. Half way through the lecture, students are asked to take the bus back to the main campus to continue the lecture. -.- Sigh. HELP really need to find a way to improve the facility in the business department. But they did renovate the second floor of the department's building. Yay (sarcastic betul).

Few days back, I read my old blogs. And I feel that I have changed my style of writing. Old ones, are mostly sad and depressing. Reading those back, somehow made me feel that I was finding a way to forget what I had been through during that period of time. I won't reveal the details here. Is not personal but is not public either. So don't ask me. Bleh.

I am actually really tired now. And I can't think of a way to write down what I want to write. That's always, I mean ALWAYS, a problem with (or to?) me. I don't know why. But I always tend to find some way to write where people don't really get it. And ironically, so am I when I read back what I wrote. Then I'll just press the backspace button and start all over again. And because I was distracted by writing this paragraph, I have forgotten what I was suppose to write already. Lol. So ciao.

- haz -

P.S. KS, if you are reading this, I need the text book!! =P

I feel like a little child, crying over her mistakes.

I'm bored. So here's a tag I stole from my sister's blog.

1. Do you have secrets?
Doesn't everyone has secrets?

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you? (If you are a boy) / a boy younger than you? (If you are a girl)?
Been there. Still there. Ahahhaa.

3. Do you enjoy going to school/college?
It depends really. But I do miss my high school times. Ah... Good old times (cheesy, I know).

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Er... Haven given it a thought. Charity maybe?

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Er... Unlikely? Most of them are girls. Unless I turn into lesbian.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both are blessed. Depends how you see it. =)

7. List out your 15 favourite song :
- Insufficient Love - Raymond Lam
- Fall For You - Secondhand Serena
- Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
- Bei Pan (Betrayal) - Gary Cao Ge
- Almost Here - Delta Goodrem ft. Brian McFadden
- Far Away - Nikelback
- Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado ft. Timbaland
- Sorry - Buckcherry
- Stay My Baby - Miranda Cosgrove
- Hate That I Love You - Rihanna ft. Ne-Yo
- Thunder - Boys Like Girls
- Bye Bye - Mariah Carey
- All I Have - Jennifer Lopez ft. LL Cool J
- Halo - Bethany Joy Lenz
- Just Dance - Lady GaGa ft. Colby O' Donis & Akon

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wouldn't do anything.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Well...

10. What takes you down the fastest?
... Like physically or emotionally?

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Success? =P

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family and friends. And Dear Dear!! =P

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
As I said, I stole this tag.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
o.o

15. What is your favourite colour?
baby blue/ocean blue

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Heh? Define all.

17. Someone swore their undying love to you, what would you do?
Er... Good question.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive, guess so. Forget, not so.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Er... Em... What would you say? xD

20. 5 people that i have tagged =)
Anyone who want to do this tag la. I am just bored. =P

Ciao people.

- haz -

Results are out.

Not happy with it. Well, maybe for one particular paper. Ahi. Looks like I need to stay away from the marketing department when I go out to work. Lol.

So, Management Accounting, B+. As I expected.
Information Technology for Business, B. Better than my expectation. At least I get a B for all that sleeping in the class.
Principle of Marketing, B-. Not good. Although I did not aimed for a B+, I really hope I can get a B for this paper. Looks like the first assignment with my teammates pull our marks down. Ahi.

Classes are starting soon. The new timetable is gonna kill my beauty sleep. =(

- haz -

I am not an angel.

OMG!! I am currently bored to death. See what I mean by not having someone when I needed them the most?? Sigh.

Anyway, just a little update on my life. Oh wait. I just did. -.-

- haz -

P.S. Sorry for being sarcastic. I needed it.

The counting ends now.

Happy birthday dear dear!! Hope you have a wonderful birthday with your friend. Sorry I can't be there to celebrate with you. =( I love you very much. =) Muacks.

One day trip to Genting.

Wahai rakan-rakan sekalian. *silences* -.- Ok. Anyway, I went to Genting yesterday with UTS friends. I had fun, thanks to Pui Jen, Danny and Stanley. =) Thank you for making the trip a success. Thank you so much. Ok. I will leave the pictures do the talking then. Selamat Hari Raya.

From left: Stanley, Me, Pui Jen and Danny.

Once again, thank you for making the trip a success.

Special thanks to Danny for driving us up to Genting and sending us home as well. =)

- haz -

P.S. Two days and counting.