Honey and Clover.

You know what? I am so tempted to pour my feelings out here like I did to my old blogs. But somehow I just can't seem to write my feelings out in a blog anymore. Maybe because mum told us (my sis and I) don't write your feelings to the public as they can analysis you and that they are capable to manipulate you? But then again, maybe that's just a small part of the real reasons why I don't pour my feelings out in the blog anymore. =)

I remember the last time I started blogging was because my friend was having a terrible day and it affected me. And somehow after starting blogging, the need to blog whenever I can't concentrate in my studies or when I'm feeling stress and depress just came. Sometimes this made me think that whenever I blog, bad things happened. Haha. The law of attraction. Negative things attract negative things.

I just read a blog. It was written as a story. The girl in that story reminded me of myself in someway. I like to think that I'm not a weak person. That I can handle every problem I am facing. Who is better to solve problems that are made by me other than myself? Correct? But it seems that I don't solve them. I know the solution but I just don't take action. Instead, I avoid the problem indirectly. It's really frustrating. It really is. People keep telling me things I know and I'm really fed up. Not with them. But myself. See how difficult I can be?

Anyway, I really need to get back to my studies now. Finals is on Tuesday. And I have only one word to say: STRESS!!!!!

- haz -

P.S. Does the words looks bigger? Is it better or it doesn't make a differences? Please comment. Thank you.