Interesting.

Lookie! I was on the newspaper in the year of 1992. =)

When my time comes.

These few days, I had the urge to go out.

Yesterday, I went out with my family but ended up coming home late. Why? Cause I went yam cha with my friends in the middle of family outing. My friend came to fetch me at the Kepong Jaya Jusco and we went to Nelson Tan to have yam cha session with 2 other friends. Later, Jen, Danny and I went to Bram Mall so that Jen can go shopping for phone with her bro. Whereas, Danny and I went to Wong Kok to have dinner (actually I am the one having dinner, cause he ate earlier). After that, we went to Jen's place to play mah jong. Until one o'clock only reach home. End of yesterday.

Today. Woke up at 12 something (I am a pig, I know), showered and had lunch. But my appetite wasn't very good today so I didn't eat much. Then, my friend came to pick me up and we went to 1 utama. Then, meet up with Jen. Then, went to Mcd to have lunch (I know, again?!) and walk around 1u for a while. Jen left us when her friend came. They went to watch movie so left the two of us. Chatted quite long. Haha. But don't know what were we chatting. I think also the same topic. Sigh. Aftetwards, meet up with Jen again. Walk one round, she went back and the two of us went to Kota Damansara to have dinner. Then came home and showered. And then, here I am blogging. This is my life. Lolx.

Today, I also realise something. Sigh. The truth is never pretty. Sigh.

- haz -

P.S. 5 days and counting.

This is ridiculous!!

I cannot believe I am saying this in a stupid blog!!

If you recalled that one of the previous post I said that I needed to left alone when I am needed to be left alone?? That is still true but it also because when I needed someone to be here, there is NO ONE here!!! It is just saddening!! Sigh.

- haz -

P.S. 7 days and counting.

Random post.

Wei Hehn is going back to UK in another few more days. Czet and Xee Ling are going to Switzerland (if not mistaken) next year. And Pen is preparing to go to UK next year as well. Wah. All go Europe. I'm gonna miss you guys. =)

I was having a really bad day yesterday. But around 11 something, my mood was lifted a bit because he said he will wait for me before going to bed. But because I was having a yam cha session, I went home late. The first thing I do was giving him a miss call, afraid that he was sleeping already. Waited awhile, I called him. He answered telling me that he's calling me now and hang up. When the network got through, I pick up the phone and chatted a bit. Due to his tiredness and moodyness, we hang up after a few minutes leaving me at the bottom of sorrowness (wow, waht big words). Of course, he doesn't need to know that cause it will just make things worst anyway. =) After that, I had an emotional breakdown.

This morning, my eyes were swallon and sore and dry. The funny thing is that when he messaged me, I didn't even bother to tell him that I cried yesterday. Though he sensed that I'm moody. Maybe because I didn't want him to get into a bad mood and worried about me. Though the thought of sending me a message in the morning did make a difference. Thanks dear.

- haz -

P.S. 11 days and counting.

P.S.S. Sorry for not telling you dear. =(