Scream scream scream.

I guess another post wouldn't hurt. Sigh. Feeling depress now. Which is so wrong. *grumble*

Will you guys help me out? I feel really ridiculous complaining about it. Is so unfair that both events are on the same day!! One will make him sad and disappoint and the other one a friend's farewell. Well, is it really that hard to choose? Grrrggghhhh!! I hate myself!! Stupid stupid STUPID perfect-wanna be-girl!! Sigh. Don't blame it on the boyfriend. He's not pushing me to go. Just that I AM. *grumble again*

You know is not that I don't like to go. Just that it always feels so formal when I am with his father's side of the family. I rather be with his mother's side of the family. Maybe because there are less people in the family. It is always HUGE in his father's side. Sigh. He has his point of me going more often. But my stupid mind don't like the fact. Stubborn little girl. Pffft.

You know what? Time really flies. Xee Ling is going to Switzerland this coming Saturday. Fast right? Another few more days and I'm next. Sigh. Wonder who is going to call me before I leave. *hint hint* Ahahhahha. Well, I really hope to see everyone of you tho. Will really miss you guys. And if anyone wasn't free, I will certainly understand it. =) Vain betul. *roll eyes*

Anyway, I decided to go to his father's place. It actually make things easier for him. Don't know why his family likes to see the siblings girlfriend. Maybe the questions are beginning to get annoying and it annoys him. Tho my side of family also ask about him. Just not like the way his ask him. So I really couldn't feel the annoyance he felt. Or, he really want me to see his family and I am just too stubborn to follow his wish and he's getting annoyed. Ahahahha. Sorry if I make you feel that way dear.

I feel bad for him for needing to cope up with my temper. My temper is never good. =) Sigh. Sorry Dear.

Ciao.

- haz -

P.S. Sorry I couldn't make it to the yam cha session guys. Will try to show up if the time allows ya.

P.S.S. The post got delayed. Lol. Something came up yesterday.