Is a long way to the top.

Bah! I hate myself.

I hate myself for not concentrating and finish two more sections of a topic.
I hate myself for complaining things I shouldn't complain about.
I hate myself for not listening to my parents when they asked me to brush up my English before coming here.
I hate myself for not knowing how to research. I mean come on, how hard is it to do a research?
I hate myself for not knowing how to speed read. It comes in handy when you are researching, no?
I hate myself for not being organize.
I hate myself for over stressing.
And most of all, if I EVER get a FAIL grade or even JUST a pass grade in any one of my units, I swear I will hate myself even more!!!

*breath, breath, breath*

That feels better. I will go sleep now. Sorry for the emo post.

- haz -