I am alomost there?

The dragon.

Reading back what I wrote last year was... Indescribable. Why? Cause I think I am such a childish 21 year old girl. I mean, come on. I'm 21. And people at my age already have a part time job (some may have full time job by now and part time studying). And they are earning money to support their own life. Me? Still inside the cozy warm place I have been since I was born. And still complaining. *shakes head*

And then it comes back down to my dependence. -.- I have a lot to say when it comes to my dependence. And I don't even know where to start. See? Complaining again.

Anyway, having a week of holiday next week. Relieve. But, have to catch up with law and do 3 assignments and study for 2 quizzes. Fantastic! =D

Comparing myself to my cousin, I think I have it a lot easier than her. For her, is time to worry about the future. For me, I have to start worrying about the future. Oh shit. I think I am complaining again.

I don't like to be childish. Did I even grow up since last year? Did I even accomplish anything I have told myself to accomplish? To be honest, I cannot even answer the questions. Reading back those posts from day 1 I started writing, I thought to myself, am I that childish? Aiya. Complaining again.

I think I better stop before I write even more complaints. Haha. Bye.

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