The colour of wilted leaves indicating autum's here.

Gggrrrrrrrrhh!! I am so freaking bored. Suppose to do some questions for accounting but couldn't concentrate anymore after searching for the whole cost management text book and couldn't find the answer i wanted and end up the answer I am looking for is in the lecture slides. *breath* Sigh. I am slacking in my accounts. Putting aside finance and communication in business. Putting all my attention in law, but don't feel like going through stuff I already touch on during my first year. Sigh. This is hopeless.

Tuesday is a busy busy day for me. Test in the afternoon and milestone due in the evening. Hopefully that milestone I prepare is enough for me to solid at least 1 mark in my report. Don't give me that look. I need that one mark. Is a huge mark for me.

Anyway, just thought of blogging cause was bored to death and couldn't concentrate. I miss the noise in the house la.

Ciao.

- haz -

Is a long way to the top.

Bah! I hate myself.

I hate myself for not concentrating and finish two more sections of a topic.
I hate myself for complaining things I shouldn't complain about.
I hate myself for not listening to my parents when they asked me to brush up my English before coming here.
I hate myself for not knowing how to research. I mean come on, how hard is it to do a research?
I hate myself for not knowing how to speed read. It comes in handy when you are researching, no?
I hate myself for not being organize.
I hate myself for over stressing.
And most of all, if I EVER get a FAIL grade or even JUST a pass grade in any one of my units, I swear I will hate myself even more!!!

*breath, breath, breath*

That feels better. I will go sleep now. Sorry for the emo post.

- haz -

I feel like another short story. =)

She was alone in the living room looking at the door hoping it will swing open again. Few minutes had passed, she sank to the floor, breaking into a sob.

Why? Why do you always walk away when I needed you the most?? She thought.

XXX

First week of classes had pass by quickly. And I am very grateful that HELP university has scattered places to held classes. Because, even they have classes everywhere, certain courses stay in certain area. Not like the one in Curtin University. Where you have to walk a DISTANCE to get into another class. Maybe the class is huge, that's why is in the larger hall. But it is way far from the CBS building. I have to walk back and forth to get to my classes. -.- That bloody uni is HUGE.

And in the first week, I got lost in uni as well. -.- I can't find the bus station. Yes yes, I have to take bus home cause I don't have a car. I am not good with maps and directions. So is a BIG achievement to find the bus station and reach home safely. Ahahaha. I am proud of myself like that. =D

Anyway, I miss Malaysian food!!!! The Asian cuisine here which is good are not near my place. Unless my cousin and I cook. Ahahahha. I helped. =P

That's it for today I guess. I have to take a shower soon. =) See you guys. Miss ya.

- haz -

P.S. Please please tell me whether I have grammar mistake or not. Thanks.

Photo post !!!! Again...

Gosh. I'm really bored. Can't wait for uni to start man!

Below are photos taken during Chinese New Year. With my phone. The rest, go to facebook and see. Lazy to download them. Besides the downloads here are limited. =)

Taken during house visit at Ken's.

Yong, Apple Juice, and I. =P


Yong and I.


Jim in black and white.


Jim in colour.


Jim and I.


Finally, myself in a very yong sui post. Lol.

Ciao guys. Miss ya.

- haz -