When the last leaf falls, Winter is here.

This is so unhealthy aye. Is 2.30 in Aussie now and I am still wide awake. *shakes head* The workload from uni is stacking up. And I am so stuck on accounts. Of all subject, I am stuck on accounts. Shit. I really need to study harder aye. This is not good. And I just can't stop complaining. Sigh.

Anyway, went out with Melody, her boyfriend and her friends today. It was a fun night out. Since, Mel and I were stuck in the house for the whole day. Studying. Pfft. Didn't get much done also. Well, me. We have Korean food for dinner tho. Korean food are all spicy and sour aye. Hahaha. My type of dish. After dinner, went to have some ice-cream. =) Very soft and smooth ice-cream. *lick upper lips* Yum. Then, headed to Will's place (Mel's boyfriend) and hang out for awhile. Played Twister. Is a fun game when there's more players. It was funny watching them play. Lol.

I really need to concentrate tommorrow aye. The workload is growing. I can barely handle it anymore. Wish me luck guys.

- haz -

P.S. You have no idea that hurts huh? Whether you mean it or not, it hurts badly.

Beautiful things never last, however beautiful memories do.

It was a beautiful day. The sky was coloured with bright red and orange. The air was cooling and the sound of crashing waves was just so peaceful. She sat down on her usual spot enjoying the wind on her face, admiring the beauty of twilight. Someone came up to her. She looked up and saw him smiling. She smiled back and patted the space beside her. He sat down and she cuddled up to him.

"Is a beautiful day isn't it?" he asked.

She nodded and close her eyes, enjoying the moment. As the sun slowly disappear beneath the horizon, he kissed her on the forehead.

"Goodbye, my darling," he said.

She held back her tears and replied with a small smile, "Bye."

He vanished just like the sun. And then it was dark.

"I love you," she whispered.

- haz -

The colour of wilted leaves indicating autum's here.

Gggrrrrrrrrhh!! I am so freaking bored. Suppose to do some questions for accounting but couldn't concentrate anymore after searching for the whole cost management text book and couldn't find the answer i wanted and end up the answer I am looking for is in the lecture slides. *breath* Sigh. I am slacking in my accounts. Putting aside finance and communication in business. Putting all my attention in law, but don't feel like going through stuff I already touch on during my first year. Sigh. This is hopeless.

Tuesday is a busy busy day for me. Test in the afternoon and milestone due in the evening. Hopefully that milestone I prepare is enough for me to solid at least 1 mark in my report. Don't give me that look. I need that one mark. Is a huge mark for me.

Anyway, just thought of blogging cause was bored to death and couldn't concentrate. I miss the noise in the house la.

Ciao.

- haz -

Is a long way to the top.

Bah! I hate myself.

I hate myself for not concentrating and finish two more sections of a topic.
I hate myself for complaining things I shouldn't complain about.
I hate myself for not listening to my parents when they asked me to brush up my English before coming here.
I hate myself for not knowing how to research. I mean come on, how hard is it to do a research?
I hate myself for not knowing how to speed read. It comes in handy when you are researching, no?
I hate myself for not being organize.
I hate myself for over stressing.
And most of all, if I EVER get a FAIL grade or even JUST a pass grade in any one of my units, I swear I will hate myself even more!!!

*breath, breath, breath*

That feels better. I will go sleep now. Sorry for the emo post.

- haz -