Scream scream scream.

I guess another post wouldn't hurt. Sigh. Feeling depress now. Which is so wrong. *grumble*

Will you guys help me out? I feel really ridiculous complaining about it. Is so unfair that both events are on the same day!! One will make him sad and disappoint and the other one a friend's farewell. Well, is it really that hard to choose? Grrrggghhhh!! I hate myself!! Stupid stupid STUPID perfect-wanna be-girl!! Sigh. Don't blame it on the boyfriend. He's not pushing me to go. Just that I AM. *grumble again*

You know is not that I don't like to go. Just that it always feels so formal when I am with his father's side of the family. I rather be with his mother's side of the family. Maybe because there are less people in the family. It is always HUGE in his father's side. Sigh. He has his point of me going more often. But my stupid mind don't like the fact. Stubborn little girl. Pffft.

You know what? Time really flies. Xee Ling is going to Switzerland this coming Saturday. Fast right? Another few more days and I'm next. Sigh. Wonder who is going to call me before I leave. *hint hint* Ahahhahha. Well, I really hope to see everyone of you tho. Will really miss you guys. And if anyone wasn't free, I will certainly understand it. =) Vain betul. *roll eyes*

Anyway, I decided to go to his father's place. It actually make things easier for him. Don't know why his family likes to see the siblings girlfriend. Maybe the questions are beginning to get annoying and it annoys him. Tho my side of family also ask about him. Just not like the way his ask him. So I really couldn't feel the annoyance he felt. Or, he really want me to see his family and I am just too stubborn to follow his wish and he's getting annoyed. Ahahahha. Sorry if I make you feel that way dear.

I feel bad for him for needing to cope up with my temper. My temper is never good. =) Sigh. Sorry Dear.

Ciao.

- haz -

P.S. Sorry I couldn't make it to the yam cha session guys. Will try to show up if the time allows ya.

P.S.S. The post got delayed. Lol. Something came up yesterday.

Dancing bears.

Wow. Time flies. Another week and is Chinese New Year. And then, (sigh) one more week from Chinese New Year I am going to Aussie already. =( I'm sorry I haven been blogging. There is just nothing interesting to blog. Plus, I am quite lazy to blog nowadays. =P

Last Saturday, Jess held a gathering in SS2, Murni. Was surprise that none of the January intake people could make it besides Pei Ying and Wei Chin. I was still surprise to see him there despite he said he will be there after I begged him to come. Ahhahha. But he stayed a while only. Was nice to see the April intake again. They are still the very noisy group. =P Just kidding. Don't smack me when one of you see me. =P Am not trying to make it to groups guys. *wince* Most of them changed a lot. =)

Starting on Eclipse now. Really want to finish the whole series before I go. It is much easier that way cause I could save another few kg to put stuff I need to bring. Anyway, I am dizzy now. Should stay away from the com. Ciao.

- haz -

P.S. Happy Chinese New Year!!!

I wonder why he said that?

Hello peoplez!! Check out my new notebook. =D

Nice?

Mind you, the image above looks brighter than real life. And nicer too. *wonders* Despite the new laptop, I am getting really frustrated with it. It can't do stuff my old one can do for me. I was getting used to it. But I am glad I had a new one to bring to Aussie. =)

Still got 2 more weeks and I will need to say bye bye to my family and friends. Will miss them SO much. That reminds me. I haven start packing. I am just too lazy to pack or the fact that packing will make it more real to me that I am leaving. -.- I think I will stick with the laziness. Wakakkaka.

Anyway, I got my hands on Twilight. And finished it about 3 to 4 days. And I am reading the second book, New Moon. Despite the complains I heard from my sista, I never expected it to be that hard to read through Bella's thoughts. *shudders* I liked the first book way better. =) Anyway, struggling to finish the second book. *looks side way at the book* Sigh. Long way to go.

Anyway, that's it for today. =) Ciao peoplez. =)

- haz -

I'm sick of all this waiting.

Firstly, Happy Birthday Cherrie!! Once again.

I got my results back yesterday. I think. I didn't fail!!! Wakakaka. I was so afraid that my law subject will fail but instead I got a C-. Tho is not a very good grade, I still pass the subject and I didn't expect to get a B, so it will do. =)

So so. Is a new year. I am turning 21. Man! I feel so old. Sigh. What I expect in year 2009 is to be a better person. That's always my resolution every year. But I don't feel like I accomplish it very well.

Anyway, the first day of the year was the day Czet was leaving for Switzerland. We had dim sum that day before she fly off. Had fun that day. And I finally got to meet up with Cherrie, Yong and Siang Ming. Although Siang Ming was kinda unexpected, I am still glad I met him that day. I would post up a group photo if I had the photo. But sadly, I do not have it. =P

K la, my eyes are killing me already. Will stop here. Ciao.

- haz -