I am having a heart attack.

Spring is here! (More like an autumn photo huh?)
Disclaimer: from the internet.

My brain is so tired now. Have been trying to squeeze out words for my assignment to reach the word limit. End up I still short of 300 plus words. -.- Cannot put in any more words in the assignment already. If I did, the paragraphs will be repeating itself already. And then, I looked through my unit outline and I think I need to have reference for the assignment. My eyes was like (O.O). It didn't say it is compulsory but it did not say it is a choice either. So I am a bit worried cause if I need references, I have to do the whole bloody assignment again. Which means I will not have time for my other assignment and my tutorial and my study for 2 quizzes. Curse you second semester!!!! (People said you'll get demotivated in the second semester)

Think I am getting down a cold. Whole body is always aching. Especially the shoulder joints. Must rest more. =D

Anyway, just thought that I do some update. Wanted to blog something pleasant wan. But then end up complaining again. Sorry la. K la, I go relax for a while then sleep. Bye bye.

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P.S. Once again, Happy 21st Birthday Jess!!!

I am alomost there?

The dragon.

Reading back what I wrote last year was... Indescribable. Why? Cause I think I am such a childish 21 year old girl. I mean, come on. I'm 21. And people at my age already have a part time job (some may have full time job by now and part time studying). And they are earning money to support their own life. Me? Still inside the cozy warm place I have been since I was born. And still complaining. *shakes head*

And then it comes back down to my dependence. -.- I have a lot to say when it comes to my dependence. And I don't even know where to start. See? Complaining again.

Anyway, having a week of holiday next week. Relieve. But, have to catch up with law and do 3 assignments and study for 2 quizzes. Fantastic! =D

Comparing myself to my cousin, I think I have it a lot easier than her. For her, is time to worry about the future. For me, I have to start worrying about the future. Oh shit. I think I am complaining again.

I don't like to be childish. Did I even grow up since last year? Did I even accomplish anything I have told myself to accomplish? To be honest, I cannot even answer the questions. Reading back those posts from day 1 I started writing, I thought to myself, am I that childish? Aiya. Complaining again.

I think I better stop before I write even more complaints. Haha. Bye.

- haz -

Extreme random.

Arrgghh!!

Don't know how to do law!

Don't know how to do law!

Don't know how to do law!

K. I'm heading to bed now. Ciao.

- haz -

P.S. Stop killing the cute dolphins! =(

Do you feel yourself suffocating?

Going up and *boom*!
Disclaimer: got it from the internet.

What happened to me?! I am finding excuses in order to avoid doing my work!!!! Sigh. I cant concentrate on my work. Keep drifting off from my question. Sigh.

Been feeling uneasy for a while. Thought I should be going back to normal after days of thinking. But no. The feeling is still there. Yet, it is trying to hide itself as well.

I am beginning to think that I will die due to too much stress. Why? Cause I couldn't talk about my problems to anyone. Not that I have now. But ya. Problems, however, will slip out when I am having a normal conversation with someone. And somehow people just take it as one of the topics of our conversation. Not that I want them to notice, but still is very amusing to me.

Oh well, I lost my mood to blog already. So, see ya soon. =)

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